Resisting

the urge to let this journal become a fight log. Instead, I'm going to start the resolution list and see how we go from there.

1 - stop punching my walls. Anger can be dealt with otherwise.

2 - swallow my fucking pride and give him everything he wants. He deserves everything I can give him, whereas I don't deserve anything I could take.

3 - chill the fuck out. Relax. Take a nap. Take some sedatives.

4 - stop with the booze.

5 - get some goddamn work done, you lazy bitch! I mean it, or I will kick your ass! Don't fight with me you paranoid schizophrenic!

&c.