Ah, yes, there it is

I found the crazy. It went to live in L.

After months of doing my goddamn best to prove to him how much I care for him, he still doesn't trust me.

Well, fuck.

So what am I supposed to do? Good natured, well, eventually you won't think that I am a tramp and lying to you constantly.

And everyone knows that I am good natured when I am bitter.